the view from here

around town.

IMG_0924 knit graffiti

IMG_0926shoe store + chocolate store… amazing.

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charming viney buildings

IMG_0929my favorite stand at the farmer’s market

IMG_0934lovely parks


I miss you a lot

Last night was admittedly difficult. Baltimore can feel like a very lonely place and I am not particularly fond of crying.

Don’t get me wrong, I feel blessed to be here, and 92% of the time, I’m happy as a lark keeping busy with school. As you can imagine there isn’t much time carved out in my planner to fit in, “pity party 10:00 pm” Though I do manage it occasionally.

Because of my little unscheduled pity party last night,  I didn’t get enough sleep- alas, it was a long day, a great day at the hospital, but long.

This is the place in the story where the wise woman would go to bed. I can be unwise. I also can’t go to bed at 8:00. So I decided to run through my neighborhood for the first time!

I think part of my disconnectedness with Baltimore is the fact that I haven’t been able to run through it’s streets. Running through my neighborhood is how I become acclimated to my surroundings, and not being able to acclimate myself after being here for five weeks has made things quite difficult. This little hip issue of mine, has really thrown a wrench in my life, but I decided it’s been felling pretty good, so I thought I’d give it a little test run.  I walked past my gym full of safe ellipticals and stationary bikes, and walked through the gate and I ran. It was beautiful.

I think I often describe things as glorious, but truly, it was. I ran through Mt Vernon the top of this hill, past the Walter Museum, past some beautiful monuments, and past some parks with lightning bugs. Lightning bugs make me smile. They remind me of my summers in Ohio. Glorious lightning bugs. Then there were the buildings. Mt Vernon has some very beautiful historical architecture with charming mini parks in between. I ran past people dining outside in the heat of the evening while the sun was setting. They were smiling and laughing and eating delicious food. Glorious.

I stopped at the intersection with the cathedral and the Washington monument. Amazing. I will never get used to how beautiful they are.

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At the intersection at one of the parks there was a boom box, yes, just like in the 80’s with the late Michael Jackon blaring and people dancing randomly. I had no idea why, so I walked up and talked to them. Great people. As much as I love dancing, I had to decline. Sweaty Rachel in sweaty running shorts, makes for an uncomfortable dancer! But anyhow, it too was glorious!

Then there was Oggie. I love Oggie. Oggie is this beautiful dog who was in the park. I petted Oggie and told the owner that she should definitly bring Oggie to the hospital to visit patients because he is such a perfect dog!

My leg managed to let me run that short distance and I was so thankful because I think I really needed to get out and explore the neighborhood when I was in my element…not hurrying to class, but peacefully, happily enjoying my surroundings while I ran through them.

But just for your peace of mind, (for those of you who watch The Wire) No worries… with my hip, I defintely will not make this a habit. I was just thankful to get out and appreciate my new home for the next year.

Oh, and my glorious little night wouldn’t be complete without telling you how I ended it by laying “illegally” next to our pool and letting my legs dangle in. There’s nothing like Sufan Stevens, and your own thoughts of contentedness to send you off to blog and bed with a smile.

goodnight.


death is not dying


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two weeks down. 13 months to go.

As many of you know, I’ve been in hard core nursing school for the past two weeks. I say “hard core” because it’s the accelerated program. This means I’ll be in school for the next 13 months with 6 weeks of breaks- three for summer three for Christmas- and oh man, do we ever look forward to, and talk about those breaks like there’s no tomorrow!
This week I had my first clinical. This means, vital signs on a REAL patient as opposed to your roommate and the five or so other people in the program who’s normal blood pressures you’ve already memorized because you’ve practiced on them over and over and over again!
So I definitely had issues getting my patient’s v/s., but he was REALLY nice, and also my clinical instructor was amazing! Which made me feel less bad about my failure to inflate the pump adequately, and my patient’s falling asleep when I still had 45 minutes left to go! He must have been real tired.

I’ve truly been having the best experience so far ever. (Remind me of this the week I have three midterms due and two papers, which I’ve heard are between 14-30 pages.) But like I said,

So far, LOVE the program, LOVE the instructors… the only thing I can say I DON’T like:
UNIFORMS. scrubs: (can be) cute. OUR scrubs? not cute. I figure they don’t want us to be overly confident yet!

Here’s the problem: they are made for men, who apparently have long legs, fat thighs, skinny ankles, and butts that sag to the back of your knee. it’s pretty awesome. and by awesome, I mean anything but that.

Now, as for my schedule, it basically looks like this:

6:15 wake up, Bible, work out, smoothie, school from 8-5:20 (most days) home, phone, skype, study?? sleep! Wake up, repeat!
There are tests/quizzes/papers/sign offs pretty much every single day of the week, and usually things due Sunday. Oh yes and did I mention the size and amount of Text books. Yes, we read them ALL. Most from cover to cover which is equal to hundreds and hundreds of pages of reading for the summer.
nice. :)

I’m not complaining, I’m just giving you a glimpse of what life is like in nursing school in case you are considering an accelerated program or in case you are a friend wondering why i don’t call as much as I used to. And truly friends, even if we don’t talk much I LOVE you as much- possibly MORE than I used to! :) I love remembering frequently that YES, I have a life out of nursing school! It’s not so geographically close and connected as I prefer, but it is filled with some pretty lovely people that I am thankful to know!

loves!


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    farmer’s market

    It’s such a beautiful day here in charm city! It’s one of those blue sky, “I love this city” (even if I really don’t!) kind of days! I finally made it to the farmers market, which is at the bottom of the hill, and it was awesome! For roughly $20 I got: 10,000 lbs of kale IMG_0922

    (haha, okay it was 1 lb. but 1 lb. of kale is more than I can eat in a week, and here’s the best thing: $1. I also got spring onions for .75, a salad mix, blueberries, strawberries, IMG_0921
    and my personal favorite:

    IMG_0920I LOVE cosmos! They are my favorite flower!

    And did I mention that most everything I bought was organic and locally grown!? Yay for supporting local farmers!

    Next week, I plan on buying some herbs and veggies that are pretty hard to kill (squash and eggplant) and start my balcony garden!