the view from here

bawl’more hon!

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ps. i started my new blog at my school’s site so you can hear about all my lovely adventures in nursing school! i’ll post the linkage either here…or somewhere else soon!


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my life in new england. in less than 30 pictures.

here’s a quick snapshot of my life for the past five or so months! Enjoy!


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on my vegan page! pictures of …

ice cream and links to great slide shows from msnbc (where i got the butterfly picture below)

enjoy!


love this picture

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The fiery sun of my passions

evaporates the love lakes of my soul
Clouds my thoughts

and reigns you into existence

-saul williams


bye!

the time which i have found that i experience with all too much familiarity is quickly approaching.

i hate saying goodbye…so much so, that i usually barely even do. when i know i won’t see someone for a very long time, i usually say “bye”, in the same manner i would if i was going to the grocery store to pick up some hummus. it’s quick, it’s sweet, it’s not sad. i mean, i will be right back. only in this case, the ‘right’, is pretty much relative.

so it’s time to say ‘be right back’ to my roommates. i think a time of reminiscing is appropriate here, so when we start to feel sad about the separate ways that we all eventually go, we can think back and laugh.

and no worries, i will try really hard NOT to embarrass anyone… though i can think of some really funny stories involving- the not using of razors and purple sweatshirt/dresses. i still laugh about this randomly.

also, driving to school in 5 degree weather with the windows down. why? you totally know.

then there was the recent night when after painting mini canvases, we decided our kitchen table needed a little more color. now our table is full of what i call “girl graffiti”.  there are hearts, flowers, a random horse, a bird with disproportionate legs, and “ben + alison = love 4 eva” tagged. it’s quite a sight, and i will be sad to not see it.

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but when you get real sad, think of men who hate having their bangs cut- they will  both randomly and continuously shout while everyone else is studying or pretending to be studying; “I HATE MY HAIR!”

tall beautiful blond women are apparently very persuasive.

…or there’s our exercise bike.

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i think it was bekah’s grandparent’s bike from the 50’s? not sure, but it’s real old. back in the day, i think things were made to last, so our little exercise bike, keeps on going, and we sporadically keep using it. as good as it is for a workout, there’s one thing it might be even better for. and that- is a chair. maybe it’s because i’m short. maybe it’s because i’m fidgety. maybe it’s because i love biking, and it makes me think of my time in portland. but whatever the reason. i prefer sitting on the bike to the floor-couch.

it’s like a bar stool with pedals. awesome.

so there we were one night hanging out… and because i use the bike for a chair, it seemed perfectly reasonable for me to sit in it while eating chocolate and  drinking red wine- look! no hands! (yes, i’m that talented!)  i didn’t honestly think that my simultaneous pedaling/eating would cancel out my sugar consumption, but for whatever reason, like i said, it seemed like a good idea… not weird at all. i was alone in that thought. apparently, sitting on your stool/bike while eating food, is odd? it’s not like i’d do it at the gym, (unless i was real famished?) that’s my only defense.

so… happy memories, good times, and hooray for social networks that allow us to be nosey without guilt and stay superficially connected!

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“freedom!” she shouted to the clouds…

…as she exited the building; her anatomy and physiology class completed… forever.

yup, that was me this morning. i am SO happy! nursing school starts three weeks from today, so out of the 56 or so weeks  since i’ve been taking classes non stop to get my prerequisites done for nursing school, i have about three weeks to breathe.  i never thought this day would actually come. but it’s finally here, and it’s just as glorious as i had imagined.  and i imagined it a lot.

so this “preparation-for-preparation” phase of my life is officially over and i am now moving into the “preparation-for-career” phase. though i’m nervous as heck and scared, i am also really excited for the opportunities i will have during the program. i’m most excited about the birth companion program, since my goal is to work primarily with women as a nurse midwife and teaching preventive methods to people living in poverty in developing countries.

anyhoo. i’ll be blogging for my school soon. so i’ll be on here less.  you’ll be able to access it through the my school’s website->nursing->student blogs… i’m sure it’ll  only be like once a month with the busy-ness and all, but i’ll be writing about all the amazing things i’m learning and experiencing- things like, “i drew blood today!” (maybe interesting to you? haha!)  yay!


Posted in my random life

i am everyone
and at the same time

i am also no one.

fear grips
as i wait for the blow
that inflicts

irrevocable suffering

but

i am untouched.
invisible.
a mere bystander
powerless to change
anything.

where are you,
oh magician in the sky?
where are you,
oh crusader of some righteous cause,
defender of the weak?

 

 

where were you?

 

 

like the man
after your heart,
like the man
who was also
painfully aware

i too,
weep in the dark.

we are not so
resilient.

and so we cry
to the one who does not slumber,
who sends Comfort
to the very ones

who wait for
desperation
before asking

where are you?

you are there

powerful
powerless

invisible,
you wait for the blow

because you too
are everyone.
and at the same time,
no one.


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i have an awesome recipe for you

tofu salad. in ‘go vegan’.